Tuesday, 15 December 2009
Life can be a real bitch sometimes
My family and i have been going through a month of living hell with my son being in and out of hospital 3 times in the past 4-5 weeks.
Anyone who knows my son knows that he eminates life, love and just pure cheeky chapy personality that you cant help but fall in love with.
Mark has been through so much in his 20 years of life, hes had several major operations, some where we wernt sure hed come out of the other end, but by some miracle, no matter how intense the operation he was back to his cheeky cheery self inside a week, theres just no getting him down, that is until now.
He has the doctors baffled, theyve admitted that, they have invited other specialists in to visit him to see if they can get to the bottom of this but so far theres no change.
Whatever this is seems to have a pattern, he eats and picks up for two or 3 days, then he start screaming in pain, being sick, seizing and having wet hot sweats, that can go on for 4 or 5 days and then it slows down, hes forced to empty his bowel, things calm down for a couple of days and away we go again.
Frustrating isnt the word for it, ive watched my lil man bounce back from the brink and yet whatever this is has floored him compleately for a month.
Weve been through and are still going through every kind of emotion there is, sad, worried, frustrated, angry, relieved, then your too scared to be excited if things pick up so your stomache takes the hammer whilst you try to cope with your emotions.
Everyone keeps wishing and praying that hel be home for xmas, thats the most wonderful thought, but i know if he is it will just be tempory, until they can get a handle on what this is.
Please keep mark in your thoughts and prayers guys,